Post by Kabal on Feb 3, 2007 4:53:49 GMT -5
Well beyond 48 hours it has been...
Since last my eyes closed shut for sleep.
My body is like lead, but my mind refuses to sleep, every time my body tries to coax it to sleep, it resists, and struggles, and falls ever farther into insomnia.
It hurts, yes... But, I miss her. I miss her soothing tone.
I miss her gentle lullaby that she sings when I sleep while talking to her
I miss her soft affection, that would calm this cold pang of horror that attacks my mind.
It throws me down, batters me harshly, and threatens to tear me limb from limb.
Sleep might come eventually... I pray it does, so that I may join my beloved in sleep.
So tired, that my body feels as though it is lead. And yet, somehow, I still have the ability to be wide wide awake... When my body should have no strength at all.
I miss her...so very much. My Beloved, at least you sleep sound, and calm. Soft and mild...
at least you have been granted sleep due to my words, Dear one. But alas, all I may do is imagine you as you sleep, I, acting as your faithful sentinel, would bar the path of nightmares, and grant only sweet dreams that have been so denied my aching, tired mind. My Heavy, throbbing soul. Tomorrow you will see this, and I know what you will do... you will smile, feeling loved by my devotions, by the fact that ever are you on my mind. But in that same moment, you will feel sad, knowing that while you slept, your beloved has stood, wide awake, and unrested. But weep not for me, My slumbering one. Sleep I may be denied, but I am truly thankful for this life coursing through my veins... This life you have shown me the blessings of.
Just sleep soundly my beloved, be calmed as I caress your forehead, fear no nightmares as I watch over you with my heart and soul. Though our flesh is so far apart, our hearts, our minds, our souls are so very close.
I pull your covers tight to bar the cold, do not shiver, For I shall keep you warm.
I love you dearest, goodnight my love... Your Loving one now guards you well.
Since last my eyes closed shut for sleep.
My body is like lead, but my mind refuses to sleep, every time my body tries to coax it to sleep, it resists, and struggles, and falls ever farther into insomnia.
It hurts, yes... But, I miss her. I miss her soothing tone.
I miss her gentle lullaby that she sings when I sleep while talking to her
I miss her soft affection, that would calm this cold pang of horror that attacks my mind.
It throws me down, batters me harshly, and threatens to tear me limb from limb.
Sleep might come eventually... I pray it does, so that I may join my beloved in sleep.
So tired, that my body feels as though it is lead. And yet, somehow, I still have the ability to be wide wide awake... When my body should have no strength at all.
I miss her...so very much. My Beloved, at least you sleep sound, and calm. Soft and mild...
at least you have been granted sleep due to my words, Dear one. But alas, all I may do is imagine you as you sleep, I, acting as your faithful sentinel, would bar the path of nightmares, and grant only sweet dreams that have been so denied my aching, tired mind. My Heavy, throbbing soul. Tomorrow you will see this, and I know what you will do... you will smile, feeling loved by my devotions, by the fact that ever are you on my mind. But in that same moment, you will feel sad, knowing that while you slept, your beloved has stood, wide awake, and unrested. But weep not for me, My slumbering one. Sleep I may be denied, but I am truly thankful for this life coursing through my veins... This life you have shown me the blessings of.
Just sleep soundly my beloved, be calmed as I caress your forehead, fear no nightmares as I watch over you with my heart and soul. Though our flesh is so far apart, our hearts, our minds, our souls are so very close.
I pull your covers tight to bar the cold, do not shiver, For I shall keep you warm.
I love you dearest, goodnight my love... Your Loving one now guards you well.
