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Post by SquallLionheart on Mar 29, 2005 17:36:06 GMT -5
Thank you all.He couldn't stop pestering me today.... He still "hits" on me..So do his friends.@ Lunch,I know it's one of his friends who did it,but they put pudding on my lunch seat and put a sign that said:"I Love Girls" Just Ran out of my seat and Cried to the girls restroom.Luckily,I Had another pair of pants (For P.E) And I Took offthe sign hanging down My back.Zyporra,Mercury,Kabal,I Don't know what to do!
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Post by Zyppora on Mar 30, 2005 2:15:03 GMT -5
Back when I was in high school, I did something I still regret. If I could undo it, I would. Anywayz, I won't be telling it here, as it's quite painful, but I can say that if I wasn't 17 but 18 at the time, I would have ended up doing time.
Anywayz, back in the days, I was driving a scooter (one of those downgraded bikes), and I was lucky to only have a few months left at that school before I graduated from it. What happened was a constant bitching at me, I reported it, and it stopped. At least, directed to me. My scooter was like pissed on, smeared, scratched, etc, after each day that followed. It was like small-scale terrorism. It pissed me off, but I knew that I couldn't do anything to stop it.
So I clenched my teeth 'n did nothing. Mirrors broken. Clenched my teeth 'n did nothing. Sigarettes pressed into the saddle. Clenched my teeth 'n did nothing. I know I should have done something, but it was running towards the end of the year and I told myself to just suck it up and forget all about it afterwards. I'd love to have kicked their butts, but without any proof of the fact that they actually did it, there wasn't much I could do.
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Post by Kabal on Mar 30, 2005 15:16:46 GMT -5
Squall, I am so sorry that you have to put up with those people, they truly don't deserve to be in your presence as you seem like a very nice person. Don't give up, these times will stop one day.
I myself was treated like garbage, I was beaten, accused of things I didn't do, and at one time, many girls signed a petition to keep me away from them, the reason, they said, was that I was too different, that I was ugly, and that I made them sick to their stomach. Guys didn't treat me much better, they tried to frame me a couple of times, by trying to hit me with a chair, and then letting me pull it from their grasp just as teachers would walk in, thankfully, the teachers knew me, and knew they had instigated it. I was abhored and loathed by my peers, I had only three friends in my entire academic career (Elementary school through high school...) I met all three of them in high school. I was teased, beaten, spat upon among many other things when I was a child.
I know only partially of what you are going through Squall, please don't give up, I am rooting for your success in school, and your triumph over these ignorant whelps that torment you so. You shall prevail. Just don't lose faith in yourself, and don't let their petty acts of Prejudice ruin your life, because they might seem so intimidating now, but in the years to come, they seem as insignifigant as insects in memory. My memory doesn't bother me as much, please don't give up Squall, and you will succeed. *Hugs Squall* You can do it, no matter what anyone else says or thinks. I have faith in you.
And Zyp... I have no idea what your story was about (Sorry...) Did I miss somethign or did you ommit something, you don't have to tell me anything, just tell me whether you ommited anything so that I don't think I am going stupid #^_^#;;
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Post by SquallLionheart on Mar 30, 2005 21:55:58 GMT -5
Well today was strange.....He kept reminding me about the thing that happened andI Clenched my fists real tight,then When He made his last remark,I Couldn't hold it back but I Punched Him Rough,leaving hima black eye (With Broken Glasses)and Blood by his lip.Tears were drooping down in his eyes and then he left.I just felt happy but worried at the same time.What is this feeling?
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Post by Zyppora on Mar 31, 2005 2:10:34 GMT -5
Kabal, I did leave something out, namely the crime I committed. But as I also said, I'm not gonna talk about it, since it's painful for me (not to mention it will most probably make all of you lose faith in me, 'n that's something I'd desperately like to avoid).
Anywayz, Squall? Next time someone teases you again, just strike out to them again. It'll make you feel better if anything.
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Post by moonprince804 on Mar 31, 2005 17:03:43 GMT -5
Maybe you should tell your parents about this boy that's teasing you, Squall-chan. That was quite brave of you of punching that kid, I'd be too scared.
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Post by SquallLionheart on Mar 31, 2005 17:40:02 GMT -5
Maybe you should tell your parents about this boy that's teasing you, Squall-chan. That was quite brave of you of punching that kid, I'd be too scared. I Can't tell my parents !They'll kill me!
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Post by Kabal on Apr 1, 2005 13:03:30 GMT -5
Zyp sorry bout that I wasn't thinking to clear when I read your post, and I don't want you to share it if it's too painful, as I know what burdens from old can do to one's soul. Just keep on your current path, and you will do well.
And Squall, I am glad you stood up for yourself, I myself am not a violent man, so I would have gone about it differently, but still, just as there is more than one road, so too there is more than one way to handle something. I am hoping things turn out well for all of you.
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Post by SquallLionheart on Apr 5, 2005 15:51:13 GMT -5
thank you soo much kabal! (huggles)
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Post by RinoaHeartilly on Apr 10, 2005 12:07:11 GMT -5
I'm very proud of you Squall chan!!! I myself have no friends right now.
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Post by SquallLionheart on Apr 10, 2005 17:13:29 GMT -5
Well,I really tried to hold the anger back.....
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Post by moonprince804 on Oct 31, 2006 14:12:38 GMT -5
Just so you all know, I came to the conclusion that I am bisexual. I told my mom Sunday. She doesn't have a problem with it. I just thought I should let you all know.
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Post by Zyppora on Oct 31, 2006 14:14:33 GMT -5
Heh, to be honest, Moonprince, that doesn't surprise me one bit ^_^ I'm kool with it.
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Post by moonprince804 on Oct 31, 2006 14:18:41 GMT -5
Heh, to be honest, Moonprince, that doesn't surprise me one bit ^_^ I'm kool with it. ;D Why not? Just wondering.
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Post by Kabal on Oct 31, 2006 18:56:20 GMT -5
Meh, doesn't bother me either lol
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