like mother but not like daughter

[hawk1]

PrincessSarena: No, I have never seen Moulin Rouge, although I have heard of it.

Sooo... you guys really want to hear this story huh?...

I...ummm...

Normally words are so clear in my head...they flow out into the keyboard without thought, they just flow uninterupted, unending...but this topic...its enough to give me pause...

...Stalling...



Well...its a rather long story...And to tell the truth I don't even know it all.

Suffice to say I was betrayed...by someone I trusted with all of my heart.

I loved her...and when I needed her most...when I needed her to stand by me, and support me...as she had promised to do...

she ran...

SHE RAN AND HID! AND LEFT ME ALL ALONE!!!

ALONE!!! SHE ABANDONED ME!!! SHE BETRAYED ME!!!

There was a period of time...almost a full year when I hated all women for the betrayal of one. But I have since forgiven her and the female race as a whole for the crimes of a single member.

Well...that's the short version anyway...now... hmmm...shoot, that put a downer on my whole mood.

~The hawk flies away to brood. Time heals all wounds...as large as this wound is...much time will be required to heal it fully, and even then, the scar will remain...a mark...to remind the hawk...never to fully trust again...never to blindly trust again...always be prepared for betrayal...always have a backup plan in place, for when your best friend, leaves you alone in the dark.~

[Oblivion Sora]

that story almost made me cry

[wiltedflower]

hawk...

*Yes Moulin Rouge would be somewhat of a heart breaker for you as it probably will remind you of this*

Anywho...

'The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return'

I am sorry for your loss hawk, I would hug you at this moment but because that is literally impossible I will hug my screen...

what makes me upset though is that you hated the whole female gender for a period (which I totally and completely understand) but do you ever wonder what you might have missed?

I offer my utmost support as I too just went through a difficult time...

Love ya always hawk, Princess*Serena

[Sailor Star]

That's a sad story what she did will never be right but take this as a lesson of life....if you excuse me there's something in my eye.(really a tear)

[Pinkgirl]

Oh... Hawk, That's so sad! We're not all like that, you know. (*hugs Hawk*)

[Tomoe Hotaru]

Princess said:

Hey I am obsessed! I love Princess Serena and the topic I created called 'Princess Serena' explains why... LONG STORY!

OBSESSED? My...obsessed..with..an anime...character. I've seen it, but your the first I know to admit it...and there are such things as healthy obsessions. ^______^

[Tomoe Hotaru]

Princess said:

hawk...

*Yes Moulin Rouge would be somewhat of a heart breaker for you as it probably will remind you of this*

Anywho...

'The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return'

I am sorry for your loss hawk, I would hug you at this moment but because that is literally impossible I will hug my screen...

what makes me upset though is that you hated the whole female gender for a period (which I totally and completely understand) but do you ever wonder what you might have missed?

I offer my utmost support as I too just went through a difficult time...

Love ya always hawk, Princess*Serena

Likewise, Hawk, I'm going through a difficult time as well...my best friend's a male, and all he does is use me to hide behind...figuratively and literally. But anyways, I offer my support as well...